In my mind, I’ve been writing a new novel, but very
slowly. I haven’t published a novel for
years. Considering the slowness with
which I am writing this new novel, it won’t be published for years, either. My working title is The Pirate Book.
The protagonist of The Pirate Book is a present-day
archivist who works at a 200-year-old seminary in Connecticut. The novel is structured as a story-within-a-story. Much of the action occurs among pirates in the
late 17th century. The story
is kicked into action when the archivist finds an uncatalogued document hidden
inside the binding of an antique, family memoir. The family memoir is an item in the
seminary’s archives. It recounts the
history of a clan of 18th and 19th century missionaries,
some of whom were graduates of the seminary.
The hidden document is electrifying because it casts a different
light—and not a welcome light—on the clan’s history. It fundamentally re-characterizes the clan’s
founding father.
As I said, I have not
published a novel for years. On the
other hand, a new book of mine—which is a memoir—is about to be published this
year, in June. In this new book of mine,
I look backward, first to recount what happened during the first sixty years of
my life, and then to put what happened into a context by which to understand my
life’s remaining years. So my new book
is about me and how I got that way.
It does not surprise me
that I began writing the memoir at approximately the same time as I set down
the first sentences of The Pirate Book. Though it is fiction, The Pirate Book is powered by the same urgencies which underlie my
memoir.
My slowness at writing The Pirate Book is due to the fact that,
as I wrote during recent years, I needed to choose between a fictional voice and
my personal voice. My memoir is written
in my personal voice. That was the voice
I wanted to use. Of course, the novel requires another voice than mine, the
voice of the contemporary archivist, while it also toys with the 17th
century voices of several of its principle characters.
Some pirates buried
their treasure. One reason they sustain
our interest, now, three hundred fifty years after their heyday, is that very
treasure. It’s out there, even now. What beachcomber wandering across Caribbean
sand has not imagined the finding of a doubloon, where it glints in the sun,
exposed after all these years by the wearing away of the wind on the sand? In another iteration of the same wonder,
what archivist has not imagined the corner of a lost letter appearing from
behind the illustrated plate in an old book, rarely taken from the shelf? And then here is the novelist’s imagination—what
would the letter say? Why had it been
saved, by hiding it away? Who had hidden
it? It must have been precious, but was
it alarming as well? How might it affect
its discoverer, the archivist—now, reading it in our latter days? An archivist is a person who likes to read
other people’s mail…but only at a comfortable distance in time.
I said my memoir is
about me and how I got that way. One of
the ways that I got to, and a way that I explore in my memoir, is the way of a
Bible-believing, evangelical Christian. Looking
backwards in my memoir, I am studying the family line which led to me.
My memoir characterizes
my father, who was a poet of lyric fire when it came to nature, God, mankind, death,
and beauty. Dad is one generation
back. Dad was one of three children in a
Minnesota family whose father was a successful businessman in the meat packing
industry at the beginning of the 20th century. That man, my grandfather, was two generations
back. The third generation back was my
great grandfather, who was a circuit-riding Methodist minister on the Great
Plains during the late years of the 19th century.
As a Bible-believing,
evangelical Christian writing about my family line, among other themes, I
desired to trace my family’s theological roots and its profession of Christian belief.
I know my father’s
theological roots—one generation back—both from his talks with me and from his
poetry. I know about my
great-grandfather’s theological roots—three generations back—partly by
inference based on his profession, partly by my father’s stories about
him.
But what about my
grandfather—two generations back? His
name was A.L. Eberhart.
One responsibility I
have to the publisher of my memoir is to supply it with photographs, so, rather
like an archivist, recently I have pulled storage canisters from my barn in
which my wife and I have placed family pictures away, always with the thought
that—soon enough—we should get to the task of arranging them properly. Alas, if I really were my fictional archivist
character, instead of just me, I should already
have arranged the pictures properly—catalogued them, ordered them, preserved
them, and made them available at a moment’s notice.
In one of the
canisters, I came across a familiar item.
I was familiar with this three-fold, leather, wallet-like holder of three
lovely antique photographs. The wallet is
about four inches wide and six inches tall.
When opened out flat, the three photographs are displayed, each of them mounted
on heavy cream-colored stock as was done in the early 20th
century.
I have always liked the
three photographs stored inside, which are skillfully done. On the right panel is a photograph of my
father’s brother at about age two. On
the left panel is a photograph of my father, also at about age two (though he
is two years younger than his older brother).
The middle panel has the largest of the photographs. This is a profile picture of my father’s
mother, my grandmother, who is revealed as a beautiful woman of about thirty. It was in memory of her that my wife and I
gave her name to our oldest daughter—Lena.
After I had admired the
photographs one more time, I was about to put the wallet aside when I felt something
odd. The panel which displayed my
uncle’s photograph was slightly thicker than the other two panels. Something was stuck behind the picture of my
uncle. I prodded a bit, and out slid an
envelope with a folded piece of paper inside.
Eerily amazed to be in precisely
the same circumstance as my fictional archivist, I examined the address on the
envelope. I recognized the
handwriting. It is the handwriting of my
father’s father, of my grandfather, whose handwriting I had often seen in other
documents. The letter was sent from
Austin, Minnesota, to my grandfather’s mother, who was at that time staying at
Rosslyn Hotel in Los Angeles, on April 7, 1906…postmarked at 4:30 pm. On the back of the envelope, a note is
written in ink, also in my grandfather’s hand.
The note says, “For Clara, September 13, 1929, A.L. Eberhart.”
Not knowing that the
financial world would be rocked sixteen days later, I surmise my grandfather was
just filled with love and with commitment when he gave his 1906 letter to
Clara. Clara was the woman A.L. loved
after he recovered from the sad death of his wife Lena in 1921. I do not know how A.L. came to re-possess the
letter he had sent to his mother in 1906, twenty-three years after he sent it, but
he must have perceived the letter as precious, and perhaps Clara did so as
well. Years ago, important family
documents were tucked for safe keeping in the family Bible. This important
family document was similarly tucked away—inside the icon of A.L.’s wife and his
first two children.
A.L. must have
considered it precious, else why should he have tucked it so carefully away, to
be preserved until it was found, by chance, by me, his memoir-writing Christian
grandson, in 2015, eighty-six years later?
With tender fingers, I
extracted the letter. It is written in
pencil on heavy, cream-colored stock, seven inches by twelve inches, folded in
half and then folded in four, in order to allow it to fit into the small
envelope. Here is what my grandfather wrote,
when my father was two years old, and here is what he later gave to Clara, when
my father was twenty-five.
Austin
Minn.
April
15 – 1906
Dear
Father & Mother:
This
is Easter Sunday and this letter will relieve my conscience of one of its
heaviest loads and I trust be the means of bringing much joy and happiness to
you both. Ever since I backslid after my
conversion in Chicago, I have feared that the death of one or both of you would
deprive you of the joy of knowing before death that I again decided to serve
Almighty God.
At
a men’s meeting this afternoon Mr. Hormel and I went forward and publicly
declared thereby to live a Christian life to the best of our ability in a
meeting of [illegible] Sunday. There
were 3000 men there and a number followed our example. I have attended almost every meeting for the
past four weeks and have heard more sermons in that time than for the last
fifteen years. It was either 1889 or
1890 that I was converted and since the termination of my short religious life
of about a year I have never opened a bible or offered a prayer but on account
of the early training you gave me, eternally branding on my conscience the
difference between right and wrong and because of the simple, fearless
presentation of God’s messages to man by Billy Sunday the Evangelist I will
read from the bible tonight and pray to God to take me as I am. You have waited long and patiently for me but
now our family is a unit. I am going to
begin at the bottom just as I did in business.
I have been successful in business so I want you to give me some verses
of scripture to read that will help me.
Lena
has asked me to go forward with her and she is going tomorrow. Don’t expect too much of me at once for I
have a big battle on for a while I am sure, but I have health and an iron will
and will try and hold fast this time.
Where is that verse “I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ?” You have always prayed for me to keep on
don’t quit I need them now. With love
from your son
Alpha
The
children are well—
Praise the Lord for this most excellent of buried
treasures!
Copyright Dikkon Eberhart, 2015
I really enjoyed reading this well written article about the Eberhart Family. I was surprised to read that your Grandfather attended Billy Sunday services. This is the second time this week that the name Billy Sunday has come up to me. Billy Sunday had also made a conversion just a couple of years before your Grandfather.
ReplyDeleteFinding that letter in the panel of the wallet had to have been quite a thrill.
What a blessing, Dikkon. I am so moved. The archivist and pirate has indeed found great treasure! I'd be happy to critique your pirate story when the time comes...sounds intriguing. Arghhh! (I'm reading my 7th pirate novel now, by MaryLu Tyndall.)
ReplyDeleteAnd by the way, I bet your great-grandfather had some remarkable takes to tell!
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